Guilt Haunts Me|Spoken Word Poetry

I see my pain, even with my eyes closed! I pray and wish my life away every night. But here I am, No hope, No aim I feel lost and empty even looking at my reflection on the mirror This is not how it should be; "I didn't lie, I didn't betray them, I wasn't … Continue reading Guilt Haunts Me|Spoken Word Poetry

#Fodreamy101: 005- Learning To Love Your Body

Never in my life have I looked at my body in the mirror and thought, "Damn! Your body rocks! " I always seem to have a bone to pick with my body. I don't know when or how this all started but it is one skill I'm good at for sure.  I'm not proud. Every … Continue reading #Fodreamy101: 005- Learning To Love Your Body

“Don’t Worry. Calm Down!”

She is excessively tense and jumpy and has trouble focusing, concentrating or remembering things. She is unable to feel happiness, joy, love and has trouble connecting with people.

#Fodreamy101: Why I Became A Loner

Of course I know I'm a strange lonely weirdo, tell me something I don't know. Most people who I know and interact with are either my relatives or close family friends. The fact that I have social anxiety and every time I'm forced to interact with a group /crowd of people I have my fingers … Continue reading #Fodreamy101: Why I Became A Loner

Let The War Begin

I rarely give myself credit for being awesome but deep down I know I'm awesome, strong and a fighter. I like holding onto my "normal days" because sometimes they really don't last that long. My childhood was normal - being goofy,playing at the neighbor's house till late, getting home and receiving a beating for different … Continue reading Let The War Begin